tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post5066358000286529866..comments2023-10-25T07:40:38.779-04:00Comments on On the Clock: Only God Can Judge MeMedic61http://www.blogger.com/profile/02527485246537262332noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-28159816619896453712008-04-27T09:49:00.000-04:002008-04-27T09:49:00.000-04:00You are living your beliefs beautifully. Patients ...You are living your beliefs beautifully. Patients are fortunate to have you taking care of them with equality, kindness and compassion.<BR/><BR/>I'm so proud of you (as always).Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-27965689136448325882008-04-11T19:09:00.000-04:002008-04-11T19:09:00.000-04:00My Darling Friend ... spending moments in the pres...My Darling Friend ... spending moments in the presence of your shared Spirit ... restores me.<BR/><BR/>I love You!John-Michaelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12301981965656607401noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-17902287796262693862008-04-11T16:08:00.000-04:002008-04-11T16:08:00.000-04:00I won't lie. I judge. I judge every time I walk in...I won't lie. I judge. I judge every time I walk into a room, every scene I pull up on. I have to- it's part of the job, judging the scene by it's appearance, trying to see If I'll, if my crew will be safe.<BR/><BR/>Hope for the best, treat for the worst.<BR/><BR/>I treat my patient's all the same. The drunk driver gets no more, no less care than the grandma that fell. But in my head, I've judged. All the worse, my brain tells me not to care about them, but my heart disagrees.<BR/><BR/>Do no further harm.<BR/><BR/>I remember I'm here to help, to heal. While I know in my mind that this person, my patient, is good or evil or some combination thereof, I do my duty.<BR/><BR/>Because that's what we're here for.AlexDowneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01753160550627527047noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-18949046502360968052008-04-09T13:39:00.000-04:002008-04-09T13:39:00.000-04:00Thank you Sam,Thank you Meris for never judging me...Thank you Sam,<BR/>Thank you Meris for never judging me. <BR/><BR/>I appreciate your story and your words...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-7651906718700440372008-04-09T13:15:00.000-04:002008-04-09T13:15:00.000-04:00My Darling Friend, please forgive this intrusion …...<B><I>My Darling Friend, please forgive this intrusion … but knowing your compassionate Heart, I am compelled to send this to you. Please read it, and follow your Heart’s leading. I have unwavering trust in that. I Love You, Your Servant, John-Michael</B></I><BR/><BR/>Oh my darlings, you sure know how to make a girl cry. I have just come home briefly to check in, there are too many messages to answer but I appreciate each and everyone one of then so very much. <BR/><BR/>Unfortunately, I have been given a bit of a bum steer in terms of Jack being able to stay in Hospice with me. That is actually not the case, apart from a night here and there, so the woman that told me it was possible has really got a lot to answer for as I pinned all my hopes on this. Anyway, Jacks Dad came down and can stay at my place this week at least but that's it. After that who knows and yet they are saying I need to be in Hospice for a lot longer yet. <BR/><BR/>The pain last night, defied description I have never felt such pain in my life including child birth, I was a sobbing mess, eventually they had to knock me out and I finally got some rest. Anyway they are comparing scans and trying very hard to work out what is best to do. I know I desperately need chemo, the longer I go without it, the bigger the tumour is growing and pressing further on the nerves. So now not only do I have megga pain that is not responding to treatment, I have a child not welcome at Hospice and my life is completely screwed. <BR/><BR/>I spent the night in tears and most of the day too, I don't have think I have any left but who knows, I will let you know how tonight goes. I am a broken woman. <BR/><BR/>There is talk about Jack having to move up with David to Warragul and change schools and everything. I said NO WAY I am not giving him up when I am not ready to die and I am not giving him up twice. I will work something out. There is no way he needs to go to another school, he needs the security of his local school here and his friends and having close contact with me. <BR/><BR/>Anyway my friends, it is a lot to contemplate tonight, I will do my best and I will not be letting my son go away from me no matter what. Please keep praying and sending me your love and care, I need you all so desperately right now. I hate to have to go, but I must leave now to go back to Hospice as they need to medicate me there, it is too dangerous to be on the medication I need to be on at home. <BR/><BR/>I will be thinking of you and I will post again either tomorrow or the next day, I promise.<BR/><BR/> Love to you all, my heart is full of you love and hugs to each and every one of you. Xxxx<BR/> <BR/>posted by <A HREF="http://thecomfyplace.blogspot.com/" REL="nofollow">Jen Ballantyne </A> at 18:40 on 9/04/2008John-Michaelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12301981965656607401noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-71664502876305380492008-04-08T23:40:00.000-04:002008-04-08T23:40:00.000-04:00That was so well written... Thank you so much for ...That was so well written... Thank you so much for sharing it.<BR/><BR/>Sometimes the patients teach us so much.Epijunkyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11095408875283368443noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6080711769520028246.post-84608074259006478892008-04-08T22:54:00.000-04:002008-04-08T22:54:00.000-04:00I love you and this post.P.S. I get to see you in ...I love you and this post.<BR/><BR/><3Anni<BR/><BR/>P.S. I get to see you in less than a day and a half!!!!!!!!!!!!!Anniforsciahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10623889516080900316noreply@blogger.com