I wrote an entry earlier. It's gone now (as you can tell).

I'll put it back up later, I'm sure. I'm just not ready yet. I do hope you understand.

I've scheduled a CISM debriefing. I really hope it helps because this not sleeping thing isn't okay. I suppose you've got to use the resources that are available, so that's what I'm doing.

Please, just send good thoughts this way.

Take care out there,


emily said...

Sam---I'm a bit behind, but know that feeling all too well. Especially lately. Keep your chin up....I'm sending you the best.

Nikki said...

Aw, man.

I hope the CISD works out for you - you're in my prayers.

AnniforsciA said...

I loooooooooove you.


Anonymous said...

Sometimes, the events in our lives can be so hard...knowing how quietly strong-willed you are, you will be okay. We all support you. Take care of yourself, and I mean that.

Bernice said...

Hang in there kiddo. Lots of good thoughts and prayers for you are headed your way from somewhere a little further north. ;o)

RiverPoet said...

People like that don't deserve to have kids. Seriously.

Truly you and others like you are angels to be able to do what you do each and every day.

A dear friend of mine recently left his job as a firefighter/EMT because he just couldn't take trying to revive one more dead hooker from the crack house. His last patient? A hooker who had OD'd. She couldn't be revived. He said it was like the underscore on his resignation.

God bless you - D